I met a lot of nice people today, which was really fun. I’m making good friends with one girl, S, and my roommate A and I are getting along really well, though right now she’s throwing up because of stomach issues :(
I started out the day by locking myself out of my dorm, which was all very stressful and frightening as no one else was up and my roommate was at practice.
I met some nice new guys, and I’m meeting some other theatre majors. Two of them I don’t really like right now :/ Probably just because I’m intimidated. G, who is also an acting major is doing the same monologue as me for auditions, which is freaking me the fuck out because I’m pretty sure she’s better than me.
I went to a pep rally dorm competition thing, and our hall won! It was a blast and I’m really glad to be more involved.
Ugh I went on facebook and he had made it official that he’s single. If I had been alone I would have started crying. I wish I could talk to him, though I doubt that would help. Oh god this feels so fucking awful. I managed to ignore it up until now, but now I just feel sick.
Talking in this way is kind of helpful. But I miss him so fucking much.
Today was move in day. My uterus was tearing out my organs because the IUD was giving me major cramps. Luckily the actual moving part was really easy since all the upperclassmen were super helpful in carrying everything. It was really fun organizing my new room, and I think it looks really cute!
Other then that I’m kinda feeling empty and lost. I feel really alone here, especially without him. I just want to know how he is and if he’s doing okay. It’s all just surreal. Hopefully I’ll meet new people at our hall meeting… I don’t know. I half want to spend all of my time hiding in the dorm. I just feel like people won’t like me.
I LIKE IT
So I’ve seen this post going around in link form, which isn’t super useful to anyone who wants to read it, so I put it up in photo form. Useful for anyone who doesn’t have xkit. :3 Definitely like and reblog the OP, but if it shows up as a link, this helps. :3
I fixed the link for the OP so it works now :)
NEED THIS IN MY LIFE RN!!! THANK YOU TUMBLR!
I suck at cover letters so this is fab